Thursday, March 28, 2013

Here lately...

I've just been going through the motions of the day....most days.
Including but not limited to:
Losing "friends"
Pissing people off
trying to not become a basket case
etc etc.

And, I'm tired.
It's exhausting trying to not being a complete and total bitch.
I feel like my mind stays so jumbled as is, but it's always so much worse when I've got unnecessary things bearing weight on it.

And to top it off, I have until Saturday to take a self review to keep my Certification active.
I have to pay $50 to take this test...and I will probably fail.
Just like I did on the last one.
Sometimes I wonder how I even passed in the first place.

I haven't gotten a call back -yet- about that job, so I'm just gonna assume it's been filled.
It would have been perfect though, part time.
But, I applied for another job too so, fingers crossed.
I feel like I'm gonna end up having to hit up the outlet mall & see who's hiring.
Not that THAT will do me any good.

I started reading The Happiness Project the other night.
I'm only on March, (haven't started it yet).
I literally fell asleep 10 minutes after I started reading it the other day.
That is NOT saying anything about the book,
That is about me. lol Reading sometimes relaxes me TOO much.
Alas, I woke back up & continued reading through the Intro, Jan. & Feb.
I have to say I'm loving it so far.
I almost want to sit down with a highlighter & start over so highlight some of the things she says.
You read and you're just like..."yes!"
I can't wait to continue it.

I'd really like to get out and take pictures.
I still haven't really dove into my camera yet.
And this is what I was afraid of.

Just lots on my mind.
I've already said it once, I've gotta sort my thoughts out.
The house will be less crowded this weekend,
so I'm hoping that will allow me to not feel so uptight.

I also need to find my "topic list" for here.
Before I started my blog I had a list of things to write about.
I need to find it again for those days that I want to post, but
don't really have anything to update or write about.

 .....rambling over.



  1. I totally know what you're feeling. It's so hard not having your independence. It's completely overwhelming and stressful and I am praying that you get a job soon so that you can get your own house. It will help so much just to be on your own. We weren't meant to live with our parents our whole lives and it is evident with how stressful and overwhelming and SMOTHERING it is. I'm so sorry. I hope you feel better soon!

  2. I feel you on so many levels. This week I feel like I have been so down. Sometimes you just need a post to vent. Love that you always keep it real. And, I started the Happiness Project forever ago... and I'm still in April. Sometimes reading makes me fall asleep too!!


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